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{4:33 PM}
i am SICK of stupid customers. Arrogant, Condesending, Ignorant, Idiotic bastards of the first degree. they try and act like they know better than you when they haven't the foggiest what they are talking about.
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{2:56 PM}
you think that i speak with a slang? so what? at least i don't go around talking about people behind their backs, or worse infront of them, in a language that they don't even understand. why do you people do it? speak in chinese when you know damn well that some people around you can't speak it. didn't your mother ever tell you that it's rude? or are you so inconsiderate that you don't care?
speak english for crying out loud!
look, i don't care whether you speak in norwegian, just don't gossip about other people. or at the very least, make sure they don't find out about it.
you think just because i don't speak like you that i have a slang. do i look chinese? do i look malay or indian? no! so why should i speak like them? i have my own heritage and background and i'm not going to adopt someone elses in order to fit in. and by the way, from my point of view, the way you speak is an insult to the english language. learn to speak it properly without the 'meh', the 'hor', the 'lor' i mean, what the hell is that? oh wait... what did you call it? oh ya... A SLANG! not all slangs are american or british. or did that not occur to you?
from one "slanger" to another.
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{7:55 AM}
okay... well... its comfirmed then. leaving this sunday for sydney and i'll only be back on the 28 of october. yay! i've gotta lose weight ASAP cos its practically impossible to live at aunty sue's without putting on weight. yes... unfortunately, my dad is going to have to roll me home from the airport seeing as how i'll be double my size when i return... jeez... thats a scary thought...
yesterday was absolutely draining. by the end i the day, i was ready to pass out! honestly. if you are working split shift (i.e. 11 to 3, 6 to 10)
don't go for the army half marathon in the morning. oh my god!!! i was sooo damn tired. ok... we walked/ran 6 km... which is ok... but when you have to stand up for 4 hours straight after that... your legs tend to get
very achey. and my feet were killing me!!! i felt as though all the blood in my body had settled in my feet. pain.
anywayz... i woke up at 6am to get ready... left the house at 6.30 and went to raffles place to gather at the starting point (near the merlion) at 7.30. the crowd was HUMUGERMOUS!! almost everyone from the army was there and even the navy guys were there. okie... when you put over 1000 sweaty guys together... the smell isn't exactly like roses... ewww. this guy brushed passed me and my arm was dripping with his sweat. it was sooo disgusting. he didn't even brush past... he sorta slid past cos he was so sweaty. it was sunny and hot and we were surrounded by smelly, sweaty guys... what more could you ask for on a sunday morning?
GUYS: went this becomes compulsary for you when you go for NS... have fun! :D
argh... okie... gotta go cut my hair or else it'll be a mess in aussie land. i'm soo excited! only... i wish i could just close my eyes and appear in sydney... i mean... the plane is so heavy so how is it flying? i just can't help thinking that this aluminium frame is the only thing between me and a terrifying 10 minute plunge towards the ground..........
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{10:28 AM}
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{3:54 PM}
parents can be so temperamental.
scratch that. they are just MENTAL!
god.
nag.
nag.
nag.
stop it already. i'm 17 not 7.
not to be blah or anything but i think i can take care of myself thanks.
jeez... i don't know if you're doing this to spite me or what
but hellooooo!!!
i'm going out like any normal person,
its not like i need a passport to get there.
why do you have to know where i am every single minute.
stop it! i'm not a kid anymore so stop treating me like one.
stop going off on a tangent at every single little thing.
god
sometimes you make me dread hoildays
cos that means i have to spend more time with YOU!
don't get me wrong, i love you alot
but after 4 kids, you think you would have figured out why none of us can study at home.
nag.
nag.
nag.
and now, you're scolding me for stuff that i haven't even done yet
stuff that i haven't even thought of doing
"don't fight with joseph"
"don't think you can go to australia without clearing your room"
"don't mess up the house in sydney"
"don't give me more stress"
"you're becoming very troublesome"
"are you listening?"
argh!
i think i'm going mad with all this nagging.
she doesn't have ANYTHING positive to say
i came back from school one time in primary school and said
"Mum, i got second in class for english"
she looks at me and goes
"why didn't you get first?"
urgh... that hurt
ok whatever... thats all in the past.
right now,
all i am to her is a trouble causing teen.
thats all i am.
fine.
whatever.
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{12:33 PM}
went to jiuns place today to have a movie marathon...
only jas, jiun and i... boo..
nvm... we had a great time yea?
i always cry at the notebook... haha
i love your fish, jiun!!!
they are soooo superr funky!
and humongermous... haha!!
my new made up word!
sigh... jas is right... your place is uber comfy!
anyways... this is a repeat of sel's and jiun's pics but
what the hell... might as well waste internet space right?
haha... jk
oh ya!! and i went to develop my pics...
GRRR...
i didn't realise i put slide film into my camera...
so now i'm gonna have a bunch of slides...
sigh... so expensive too...
next time... i really gotta check these things
aandd... cos they're slides...
it'll take abt a week to process... sighz

okie... this is us at harbourfront at 11...

Arrived at Palawan!

Tanning in the scorching sun!

Sun was so bright, we could barely open our eyes!

Out at sea... doo dee doo!

FINALLY!! one with all of us in the shot!

guess who?? :D

Naughty naughty!! (yummy hokey pokey!)

on the way home! boi!!!!
Yep... our day on sentosa. I'll scan the pics when they have been developed and you gals can choose! lalala... ok... its like 4 in the morn... i'm going to sleeep!
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{3:50 AM}
I HAVE A TAN!!!went to sentosa today for an outing with sel, crystal, jas, jiun and val (and spencer). haha.. you girls add that extra amount of colour in my life! heehee. so... the day began with...
MY SISTER WAKING ME UP AT BLOODY 7 IN THE MORNING! i was like
"dammit man... i'm sleeping!! what do you want""eh... where's my skirt?""i dunno... where did you put it?? (grrr)""i thought you wore it""no i didn't... maybe mum washed it"a few minutes later..."Oh... haha... yeah.. it was drying"Oh my god... i was super grumpy la. not only did she wake me up so early... but it was for something so retarded. urgh. sisters!
so i got up and watched some tv... then made tuna sandwiches (no vege for jas!)
OFF TO SENTOSAwe got on the bus, right.... and it was FILLED with all these screaming malay kids... i mean. shut up already, jeez! i seriously wanted to slap all of them. annoying spawns of the devil. haha... ok... that was harsh. anyway... we were all HOPING that they weren't going to palawan. thankfully... they didn't! yay!
and the weather was PERFECT! the sun was up and shining bright which was sooo great. but after tanning for all that time... i started to feel like one of those rotating chickens in the oven that you see in cold storage... or like a sausage... that was ready to burst open!! haha
IT WAS BLISTERING HOT!!!anyhoo.. we all got our much wanted tans... except for maybe crystal who just got red... and went to eat subway and ice-cream.
gawd... that milkshake was sooo gross. i was so sick that i threw it all up. not to gross you out or anything... but it was seriuosly DISgusting!!! that's the problem with us lactose intolerate pple... cannot take milk. bleah!
on the way home... sel, crys and i realised something so sad...
WE ARE NOT AUTHENTIC CAMERA WHORES! haha... yes... i'm being spastic but i was trying to finish my film and we couldn't think of any poses. seriously... we were sitting in the MRT like "now what??" ya i know... RETARDS! maybe we should get lessons from the pros... i.e. lucas and jj. teehee
had a fun day! movie marathon anyone? haha
oh ya sel... UPLOAD PHOTOS QUICK!!!! :)
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{11:56 PM}
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